This is an E-Mail I got from my ex-bf Brian. I thought it was a very sweet thing, so I wanted to post it on the site. Enjoy!

Aight...so today has been a really interesting day. A lot of what occured to me today really made me think and you people as my friends and people who are parts of my life I'm sending you this. As y'all know, I write a lot and this just poured out of me within 5 minutes and I wanted to share it with people I care about.

Love you all,
Angel (Brian)

Purest Protest

If I had a choice between now or never
I’d choose now
So I could savor those moments of you in my life
Forever

If you had to leave me now
Someone called you to go somehow
I would not fight
But I’d try with all I possess to keep your memories alive

If I had to leave you now
Wandering into darkness and depths right now
I would hope you’d smile
Every time you heard my laugh in your mind

If life gave way to simple stones
If unified as one we still fell
At least,
We would all fall together.

If you had to leave me now
Leaving me behind with your smile in my arms
I would spread the word of your love
To all I knew

Hoping somehow I could create
Pieces of you in every single being
I touched
We touched

I could never begin to explain
What having you in my life means to me
And I’d sell my last breath
So you could have a chance to breathe

If you had to leave me now
Someone called you to go somehow
I promise you I’d always keep who you truly are
Alive in my soul and the souls you touched

If I had to leave you now
Wandering into depths and darkness right now
I hope you’d do the very same thing
For me

I cherish and love every part of you
And I want you to know this
For I don’t often tell you
How you’ve touched my life

If you had to leave me now
I’d fight with all the will in me
To keep you close and safe beside me
So I could hear your voice some more

Here in my purest protest
I ask and I wish
I hope and pray
That no one will ever take you away

9/11/2001, Brian Bevington